“Estragon: We [ I ] always find something, eh Didi, to give us the impression we exist?…….. [ ….] Vladimir: Yes, yes, we’re magicians.” ……. [ I am… ? ]

 Samuel Beckett

In an empty space, when I force to wait and unexpectedly for long. I will start seeing the beautiful things around me. The curiosity towards the objects abandoned by others, it seems to speaking to me. The empty chairs, tables, left out things…. an excuse to boredom.
Mostly happens when I wait for someone. May be in my office or at somebody else’s lobby. . For me it can happen anywhere, any time…..
Objects initiate certain action and I start following my eyes and the hand goes then the body which ends up in a creation with my mind and gets captured by my other eye……. ennui instills, carve and fill my heart with a feeling of fulfilment ……….. my minds urge fill it with light and shadow.

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